No Turning Back

The last month or so, basically all of Spring Quarter has been full of choices and decisions. At Spring Break Camp I swore to not turn back from those promises I made to Jesus. And once school started again, my ideals, my walls everything that I had built up came tumbling down.

I encountered a dilemma with an old friend of mine. We're both having similar issues with people we may or may not actually like. Therein lies the problem. Because we both have different ideas of what the other should be doing we cannot help each other. What's a person to do?

My ideals of a relationship are not synonymous with his, yet he is trying to help with my problem. He's a sweetheart, truly he is. And though our ideas are different he tries to be accommodating toward my, prude-ish view of being in a relationship.

However, some of his suggestions go far beyond anything I ever imagined, and I'm confused as to what is right in a relationship and what is not. Where is the line drawn? Why is everything so blurry?

How do I know what I'm doing is right or wrong? And how do I know who to let in to really see how messed up my thoughts are?