my life

FML.

Why?

Stupid.

Loser.

Check off another thing that I've just killed and buried. and probably burned bridges for too.

Moving on... New life? doubt it. New hope? nope. New .... maybe? we'll see....

Me

I'm just trying to figure me out.

My Feelings

My Thoughts

My Desires

My Faults

So far all I got is I don't like who "me" is. I don't like my feelings, my thoughts, my desires, but most of all I hate my faults.

I wish to erase them all at times... like now. I thought that I was doing better, but oh thoughts of my head you had a different idea didn't you? You were just lying low until I was comfortable and happy to reappear once more. It seemed that took the weekend off only to come back now. Thanks.. I really appreciate it.. NOT.

V-Day Blues

how pathetic..


I'm lonely on Valentine's Day no less.. I don't know why I'm with my family.. I've got my computer.. no homework.. what the heck? Shouldn't I be happy?

No, I feel like crying...This just sucks...