Whispers in the Dark,

I feel so alone.. so helpless and so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. I had such a clear mind last week, and this week I feel all muddled inside and lost.

I can't seem to pray earnestly anymore.. I just want to take a temporary break from life for awhile.

While I was contemplating these thoughts this song came on my iTunes. I feel like this could be God singing to me. He's telling me that I'll never be alone.. even though I feel like it right now. Right? I'll never be alone...these are just lies I'm telling myself about being lonely. God, I want Your love, and I want to badly.

"Whispers In The Dark"

Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is
A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus:]
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars
Hear my whispers in the dark
No
You'll never be alone
When darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire

Sabbath

Since i've been feeling stressed lately my roommate has convinced me to take a Sabbath with her. I'll be resting myself physically, emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. At least that is the hope :)

First week of school [X]
First weekend [ ]

Let's see how I survive shall we?

Alright God! Here I am.

Please:

"take me as you find me/ all my fears and failures" and "fill my life again"