Ever have one of those weeks that feels like it'd never end? This week definitely felt like that.
When was the last time I felt SO tired, SO upset, SO confused, SO stressed out, SO sad, SO hurt, but at the same time SO ... happy? No, that isn't the right word. Content? That's another dangerous word.. but closer. I don't even know how to begin describing how I've been feeling.
Why won't you say anything? Are you scared? Will I get hurt? I think I'd rather be hurt then to never know anything at all. Is something bothering you? Am I bothering you. Am I doing something that will hurt your pride? Your... sense of being? Am I threatening? Am I a hindrance?
Why did you have to do this? Why couldn't life just go on... as it had been? I don't understand. I don't know what to think. I almost wish I didn't know anything.
what am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to act? Should I even care? I'm almost at my limit...
Why don't you pray Neko chan? I'll pray with you or at least for you if you would like. I've been worried about you all week, I think now I know why...=/
ReplyDeleteI would like to talk to you about this later if you wouldn't mind. Who is who in this blog? I have my feelings but I would like if you said it.
Pray Neko Chan, pray. And cling to Him and His word.
this is starting to shape into one of those kind of weeks...
ReplyDeleteyup, this is one of those weeks for me...
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