Meant to Part

So I wrote this last week, I dunno I just felt compelled to I guess? Life has been pretty crappy lately I've just been feeling down. I'm trying to be more optimistic but I don't know.. I feel like I need a long vacation where time just stops and I can get all the sh*t in my life figured out

So you think you understand me?
Well guess what? You're wrong.
You don't know what's inside my head
Or when my heart is hurting
You don't know when lay awake at night
or cry for hours on end.
Don't pretend to know
To love
To care
Or to sympathize with me
I'm so tired of your fake smiles.
Your see-through lies
And your cold embraces.
You can't fool me.
Nevertheless I can understand YOU
I don't know what's in your head,
Yet I can see your heart hurting.
I can feel when you cry yourself to sleep
Or when you lay awake with your thoughts
I do know you
I care about you
And I love you
So much that it hurts,
But your fake smiles kill me
Your see through lies cause despair
And your cold embrace leave me bitter.
What happened to what we had?
Warmth...
Friendship...
Love...
Did it die with your heart?
Or were we simple meant to part...?